I had a mixed emotion when i woke up in the morning today. Sian that I will miss part of the conference and glad that I can make it for the Kairos night in the conference. I kept praying to God last night to have His way, that even in my workplace, I will still experience Him :)
And I DID!
I actually saw one of the patient that i took care of while I was wearing my student uniform back in TTSH. Her father admitted to the hospital and I was actually taking care of her father. I was honestly touched that she remembered me and encouraged me to be a good nurse. Sometimes, I just feel that what i’m doing is like chores, it holds deeper meanings to other people. i’m just amazed.
Secondly, i made a mistake, mixing up some fluids. Though at present, it’s harmless and it’s like no big deal. But I was stricken by it, like I can harm a life and I’m not careful at it. And I told myself that I must admit it, if not I’m sure God will not be pleased. The main thing is, I don’t want to suffer some eternal consequence just for some temporal escape and relief. It’s useless. So I told my NM my mistake and she didn’t condemn me, but a good thing that I pick it up and change it. phew. It’s a relief, especially my conscience. Because some NMs and NCs can really scold you so badly, but God just had His way… Thank You :’)
Lastly, was looking through my roster. It’s as if God is planning my work schedule :D I told God that I’m afraid that I might be too tired after conference, my monday is an afternoon shift. Next two weeks of my saturdays are morning shift and sundays are off! means that I can come for service and get ample of rest! yay! Ever since, I responded to God’s special instruction, i feared that I can’t served Him to the best because of my work, but like how God challenged back last time, “What makes you think that I can’t make a way for you if I’m the One calling you?” I’m really amazed, awed and touched by His love and His assurance. It’s as though that His favor is working through me :’) I’m really grateful :)
okay, I really need my sleep… zzz